My Cool Dreams

You Know Nothing

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:52:57 GMT

Sometimes I shoot holes into the sun
Because I cannot stand its sight
It makes me anxious with its great smile
That mocks me, because I am so helpless

Sometimes I scratch out the eyes of the moon
For it looks at me with great sunken eyes
That devour me at all
Until there is nothing left but my shadow

Sometimes I cut a cross into my flesh
It shall be both protection and comfort
It's the pain that promises me a little life
And believe it or not I wish to live for all that

Sometimes I wonder why I live here
And than I wish to shatter all around me
Nothing makes sense and nothing is tangible any more
This world's a mirror that has gone blind

Sometimes I watch your mouth talking to me
I see the movements and guess your intention
Sometimes even a word gets through to me
But understand? No, I don't understand any more

What do you know about me?
You think you know me?
That's a fatal fault
You ain't got the faintest notion of me!

Way Into Your Heart

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:51:38 GMT

You're on my mind
You always want to know
Who's behind my face
There's nothing I can say
So I fall from grace
But I will never know
We're on a trip
We're diving for the clouds
And there's no way back
There's nothing we have lost
Though we're off the track
But we will never know

There leads a way
Into your heart
It shines a light
Out of the dark
And when we touch
And when we kiss
There's nothing else
We both will miss

And I cry me like a bird
I'm captured in a cage
And your smile means death
There's nothing I can do
It's as simple as maths
But I will never know
You're like a cat
You want to drink your milk
In a golden cup
There's nothing in the world
That will make you stop
So taste a bitter tear

It's a lie
Switch off the light
And close your hungry eyes
My tender flesh
Is waiting for your bite
I must die
Let's wave goodbye

Untouched

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:50:37 GMT

I remember you sitting in a blooming tree
Staring at the world
Laughing loud about everything you've seen
The seasons change
The tree has lost its leaves
But you stay there
Although there is nothing more to see
And when you fall
I hope just in love with me
'Cause only my ignorance can set you free
But I know that you will never say
That the time is right for you
For coming down from your tree

The Liar

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:49:30 GMT

So many times I thought of this
So many times I saw it end
Carved in threadbare signs
The bitter taste of everything

The glowing torch is given back
And now it sticks deep in my flesh
From where it came and where it hurts
The biggest part of me again

You follow your footprints in the sand
And think that you are not alone
But even if your hope is strong
One day the rain will come

There are only broken things to share
There are only taken things to give
Beside this fruitful soil I rot
And still lie to myself
Nothing ever gets apart in this game

Prisoner

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:48:38 GMT

I'm a prisoner in your head
There I sit and spin a net
In this net you wait to get
Me as a prisoner in your head

On A Fence

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:47:53 GMT

You leave me here all alone
In the dark your smile is like the teeth of a shark
And nothing seems to make any sense
Your cold picture is sitting there on a fence

Now it's time to crawl into bed
This world is fiction it's all in my head
I think of you when I cover my eyes
While your cold picture's still sitting there on a fence

I cannot understand why everything is possible
I cannot understand why you're just sitting there on a fence
You're wasting time you are waiting
You're wasting time on a fence

Moonsong

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:47:05 GMT

If I could be the moon for a night
I'd wrap you in my silver rays
And take you to a world of dreams
And make true all your desires

If i could be the moon for a night
I'd take you with me to the sky
To make you hear all those sweet words
Lovers whisper under my soft light

If i could be the moon for a night
I'd shine so bright only for you
And hope to lead you to sink in thoughts
The most beautiful a girl ever had

Love In A Cup

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:46:19 GMT

We left our homes to win the world
No wind could put out our burning hair
But as the ocean was arrived
A voice spoke softly:
Please take care we are leaving
The land is not far
We are dreaming we follow the star
We hoisted the sails and greeted the sun
Behind the horizon we found the land
And as the night threw its darken coat
We knew that our journey must end
We climbed up the highest mountain
And sent a kiss to the innocent moon
But as we touched its cold pale cheek
We fall down and died much too soon
We are dreaming of love in a cup

Janus Inside

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:45:27 GMT

Stay here don't leave this place
If you like you can play your violin
That so lovely cuts up my back
Searching for the light inside

The wall is shining like a damp wound
Bespattered with blood and matter
My knees are worn to shreds
And I know the reason why

Blockheadman revives this dirty god
He is the one to blame
His blood is my birth
His crushed heart my rising

Stay here merciless avenger
This holy war is destiny
And we will scratch their faces
Hollowed out faces and muddy lips

We have the right to choose
We have the right to kill
Nothing more is left to do
Than to break through this wail

Janus inside, Janus inside
Janus inside and no place to hide

In2

Squall — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 17:44:35 GMT

Life ain’t nothing but the dream of being alive
And while we cut our eyes
And while we cut our ears
We realize
We’ve never been here...